yeah it has really been very long since i posted here. also there were 2 comments which i published it today only.

not because that i was all that busy. in fact my job is going to go and i will be very free from then on. god i don't want to be unemployed. please wish me luck my friends that i get a job soon. i want to be secure before my boss asks me to go.

actually why i was not writing or not even checking the dashboard, which is my favourite task, is a colleague who once spotted me opening the pink diary's stat report. although he didn't see what it was (thank god for that) he felt something fishy. i saved myself by telling that it is a content project that i had taken long back.

in the meantime, i got checked for AIDS. on 31st december i was free and instead of going to any parties (which noone had invited me to), i went to RML, delhi and got myself checked. thankfully i don't have AIDS. but i am still not convinced. actually that feminish guy i slept with (that i also mentioned in my last posts; the one with the kajal), i have doubt on him. but it also gives clean chit to all my past lovers.they were clean.

aur kya. bas ab job khojunga. kabhi mauka mila to ek do sexcapades bhi kar lunga. but first priority is a job. see a job is a man's identity. yes i am a man. not like J who wants to feel himself a lady; although both of us are pure bottoms.

chalo moving now.

yes one more thing. talks about my marriage has subsided. lagta hai parents now really know how unsafe my career is.

take care. bye for now.